bosan takde drama

crap. aku rase memang aku addicted to drama lah. sbb tu i never go for the nice guys. saje je nak buat diri sendiri terseksa kan.

even beb is being mature at the moment.

(bole bayangkan mesti beb bace ni rase cam nak cekik aku kene pikir ape benda bole buat to keep me from getting bored. kan aku dah cakap aku tak kesah ko nak berfoya². was that a trap? or is this the trap?)

maybe there is no trap. there's just no making me happy. perempuan.......macam menyapu pasir di pantai kan?

shit dah lame gile kite tak gaduh jerit² rase cam nak baling selipar and pinggan kace kan. i kinda miss that. sebab lepas dah terlalu penat even suara dah serak² dah tak bole jerit, dua² akan terduduk atas sofa dengan lesu, tgk How I Met Your Mother and that's always the most comfortable i've ever been with anyone.

i know no one will understand you and me.

but hey, kan aku dah cakap, kali ni aku takkan goyah however much i want to. tak akan. tak akan. tak akan.