je sais qu'un jour la france va me manquer. franchement, jusqu'à maintenant j'ai pas du tout penser à ma vie en france. c'était fini fini.
it's expected. but still surprising. it started when i was watching trailers on youtube and came across sandra bullock speaking german. und sie spricht sehr gut Deutsch! turns out she grew up in nurnberg. then i started regretting not putting more effort into my german. that led to watching parts of inglorious basterds on youtube. and HOLY SHIT, diane kruger speaks ridiculously good french. and just listening to her (ok, and mélanie laurent) just made me miss the french, the little tics, the hand gestures, the little phrases.
it's true, it's a totally different perspective than when i was living there and all things french irritated the hell outta me. i know for a fact that if i was still living in france i wouldn't feel this way. so maybe this special feeling is wholely reserved for tourists. ok, more than that, saisonniére because in order to have this feeling you have to be very familiar with all things french and yet not live there full time. that's the perfect solution : saisonniére!!
*saisonniére literally means seasonal worker, just some things that are there just during the summer, or winter.
since i been back, i haven't even spared a thought for my life in france. now, it's making me long for france :(
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