combatif

love hate.


i'm not a competitive person. in the sense that when i look at exam marks i just see my own and i don't bloody care how everyone else did. winning was never everything (i participated for years on a netball team that never won).


but who doesn't like winning?

when i play pacman and i missed one step of my carefully rehearsed 1 million times played game i'll start over. when i play monopoly and i have 3 lands and no houses i malas but i still try to bankrupt properly (because i'm always annoyed at peeps who asik give up je). i'll play chess 10 times and lose all ten time and i don't care (hmmmmm...i'm not good at games haven't you figured that out yet).
speed. i pernah lose like 30-0 to beb.
i don't mind not winning.
i just don't like losing.

that's how he looks after beating me at chess and laughing like a maniac. i could strangle him!

beb's good at games in general, i think.
only he's combatif like hell and reacts like a 3 year old when he loses.
which can be kinda cute (it hurts to say that...now you'll be all koya. course, i'm biased) and extremely noisy.

//haha..i know...you hate it when i say it. it's not necessarily a bad thing lar. just don't break anything.


another thing...i'm absolutely insufferable when i win. totally annoying and pixie-like.
i'll jump in your face. i'll publish a blog (with a picture of YOU WON!). i'll do an indecent victory dance. i'll NEVER ever forget it.



even if i main tipu (which is often). i told ya, there's not much incentive for me to fight fair. but meaning i just try to distract people lar, or wait out the time limite in chess...not the cheater CHEATER type. i don't even cheat at exams (normally)..a hard lesson learned from a chem teacher in mrsm langkawi (hah! it's not what you think!)


i love games though. even if i suck at them.
i have darts, monopoly, chess, cluedo, boggle (does that count?), twister...
it's like a community center chez moi and i like it that way.


so datang2....we'll do barbeque and play monopoly and if anyone dare break anything i'll set you right (GARANG!).

*grins* i feel like my mother.