need a new but de vie.

i have friday off. i had friday off. i have frittered away my friday aimlessly.

next week only got one exam so no motivation to study. did some project with jun tadi but mostly, my head's spinning sbab baru spend 4 and a half hours dengan jun main ps2. macam zombie.

i need a new but de vie. a reason to wake up in the morning. recently, the only reason to force myself out of bed is school and the fear of exams. 

i can't shop because :

a. i'm broke (tapi korang tau tak duit jpa baru masuk?)

b. i have too many clothes, and everything i need.

c. shopping is a cheap thrill, senseless and utterly unsatisfying.

d. kene kumpul duit nak kawin. (serious.)

i need a hobby. a hobby that won't take away my money. like gardening (what garden? syikin you kill plants with your eyes.) or knitting. or plan cool adventurous things like hot air ballooning and bungee jumping. carpe diem. 

"........"

pathetic. let's just go back to being aimless.