guy i don't know calls me for three hours for no good reason.
it's never good.
then after being exceptionally mean and he gave up, i watched
pride and prejudice and
totally started having doubts.
what if i actually like him and never gave myself a chance?
omg, do i have to like, hint or something?
does he even still LIKE me?
okay, try flirting.
bad plan.
that's before their stage and i don't remember if i was into you or not. but if not, WHY am i sitting next to you in every picture???? so gedik.
so after playing footsie with you at vietnam and main tolak2 by the beach during barbekue you were still so sengal and didn't have a clue.
nevermind, we're pals aren't we?
tengok bola pon nak gi bilik ko and slambe je tido kat bilik ko that last nite. and i didn't even know you that well.
you sent me to the airport and gave me your man u badge.
and you shook my hand.
and stared at me the whole time i went into security (to be honest... a little freaky).
bak kate ayu "renungan terakhir seorang beb". HAHAHAHA.
7th july. you know we kinda hooked up right? macam tak sure je. but you asked me "kalo org tanye ko ade bf tak ko ckp ape?"
so early september i went to toulouse. macam cuak tau...you're kinda a boy i hardly know.
even though gayut tak ingat mase summer.
you were nice. and sweet. and you made me laugh.
plus you brought me to parks and pizza by the river.
you came to sophia (asyik nak surprise je) to help me move.
we had barbekue at iki's and listened to ipod (dating yang klaka...let's just call it syix and beb:the early years and not laugh at me)
halloween : we played twister, ate candies and buat party ngan jun. also, gi shopping kat nice and you bought me presents!
later was raye.
i went to ur place for ur birthday...konon nak sweet sbab i was so excited i got u a guitar but mlm tu tertido tgk cite perfume tak wish birthday pon.
the next day the thing arrived ko plak kate "nie mesti takde pape nih...nanti ar aku amik."
surprise! btw, i think i'm in love with you.
christmas : going to funfairs, playing speed and having tea outside.
early january : me in my avril lavigne rock chick impersonation and having haagen das later on.
it's the dulce de leche that makes you irresistable.
my birthday : spent the day at cannes and had ikan bakar for supper...the next day you did a surprise party
valentine's day.
omg! and you bought me a phone!
during the times when you're thinking of me or i'm thinking of you.
i'm not perfect. never said i was. and by this time you'll realize that as well.
april was kinda rocky huh. finals. uefa matches every week.
we fight a lot, i yell a lot and i know it's not always your fault. thanks for putting up with me through my dramas and pms and speed.
paris in may.
it was fun wasn't it?
starbucks and chinese restaurants and spiderman 3.
summer's here at last. no school, beaches.
you're staying here. that could be challenging.
7/7/07 : dinner in antibes. then we went to antibesland playing the bumper car thingy in the water. i'm wet and soaked but it was crazy fun.
there you go : sayang, thanks for the 365 days, some of them magical, a few sulky but all of them beautiful.
it's never good.
then after being exceptionally mean and he gave up, i watched
pride and prejudice and
totally started having doubts.
what if i actually like him and never gave myself a chance?
omg, do i have to like, hint or something?
does he even still LIKE me?
okay, try flirting.
bad plan.
that's before their stage and i don't remember if i was into you or not. but if not, WHY am i sitting next to you in every picture???? so gedik.
so after playing footsie with you at vietnam and main tolak2 by the beach during barbekue you were still so sengal and didn't have a clue.
nevermind, we're pals aren't we?
tengok bola pon nak gi bilik ko and slambe je tido kat bilik ko that last nite. and i didn't even know you that well.
you sent me to the airport and gave me your man u badge.
and you shook my hand.
and stared at me the whole time i went into security (to be honest... a little freaky).
bak kate ayu "renungan terakhir seorang beb". HAHAHAHA.
7th july. you know we kinda hooked up right? macam tak sure je. but you asked me "kalo org tanye ko ade bf tak ko ckp ape?"
so early september i went to toulouse. macam cuak tau...you're kinda a boy i hardly know.
even though gayut tak ingat mase summer.
you were nice. and sweet. and you made me laugh.
plus you brought me to parks and pizza by the river.
you came to sophia (asyik nak surprise je) to help me move.
we had barbekue at iki's and listened to ipod (dating yang klaka...let's just call it syix and beb:the early years and not laugh at me)
halloween : we played twister, ate candies and buat party ngan jun. also, gi shopping kat nice and you bought me presents!
later was raye.
the next day the thing arrived ko plak kate "nie mesti takde pape nih...nanti ar aku amik."
surprise! btw, i think i'm in love with you.
christmas : going to funfairs, playing speed and having tea outside.
early january : me in my avril lavigne rock chick impersonation and having haagen das later on.
it's the dulce de leche that makes you irresistable.
my birthday : spent the day at cannes and had ikan bakar for supper...the next day you did a surprise party
valentine's day.
omg! and you bought me a phone!
during the times when you're thinking of me or i'm thinking of you.
i'm not perfect. never said i was. and by this time you'll realize that as well.
april was kinda rocky huh. finals. uefa matches every week.
we fight a lot, i yell a lot and i know it's not always your fault. thanks for putting up with me through my dramas and pms and speed.
paris in may.
it was fun wasn't it?
starbucks and chinese restaurants and spiderman 3.
summer's here at last. no school, beaches.
you're staying here. that could be challenging.
7/7/07 : dinner in antibes. then we went to antibesland playing the bumper car thingy in the water. i'm wet and soaked but it was crazy fun.
there you go : sayang, thanks for the 365 days, some of them magical, a few sulky but all of them beautiful.
You aren't going to be his first his last or his only... he's cared about someone else before
and he will again but if he cares for you now what else matters?
He's not perfect you aren't either and the two of you will never be perfect... but if he
can make you laugh at least once hold onto him and give him the most you can...
he is not going to quote poetry... he's not going to be thinking about you every moment...
but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break... so don't hurt him
don't change him and don't expect more than he can give you... don't analyze...
smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad
and miss him when he's not there...
Commentaires
Enregistrer un commentaire