i remember now.

i used to be this really moody person.

when i was happy, i talked non stop, smiled at perfect strangers on the street,  danced to spice girls.

when i got sad, it's like the whole world was ending. i locked my door, stayed in bed all day, never switched on the lights. really not a fun person to be around.

living life in the extremes. it's was quite tiring.

haven't been that person in a while now.
all i did today was barely move from bed. watched some movies. totally not studying. 
hope doesn't live in syixland anymore. i'm so failing all my exams. it all sucks.
but i really don't care about it all.

i'm just so depressed today.