midweek contemplation

i've rather gotten used to working here.

metros and cramming like sardines in the rer don't bother me anymore. taking the stairs is not much different than the escalator....even in 3 inch heels. i can daydream on the way to work and still manage to navigate the complicated maze of metro tunnels.

it rains in paris, though. grey skies and why the bloody hell did i ever think summer in paris is all sunglasses, open toed heels and thin clothing?


my boss is away. and the secretary (with whom i share a room) is on RTT. so i'm all alone. and after spending the morning, rechecking yesterday's simulations....and discovering not unlike tp....the results change all the time. i'm unmotivated today.

mase start bace buku ni aku rase "gile self absorbed overly psychoanalytic perempuan ni". but au cours de cerita the book got better. towards the end everything becomes glass half full and that's nice. things don't always turn out the way you want it to. but that's no reason not to be thankful.

beb is coming today....and i can't help but feel torn. if only we didn't fight about every single little thing. which tends to make me miserable and can't wait for you to leave. i keep wondering if i have to be more mengalah so we won't fight or kalo aku makin opinionated eventually i'll win the fight. then i thought, that's not natural..... it's always a battle, everything is win or lose....it's exhausting.

but still, aku akan excited bile ko ckp ko nak datang. some girls are too dumb to draw breath.

are you pulling a 'mosby' or am i?

. . .

our car key broke yesterday, kesian lina had to cuak the whole day bersusah payah make a new one. drama di pagi hari =)

anyway, seems like all is well now.....lina, i never doubted you could fix it!