restless

school started like, 3 weeks ago. autumn here with a vengeance, kejap panas, kejap hujan, kejap macam a charles dickens story nak frost salji sejuk nak mati. okay, mmglah takde salji.

and i am restless. hence, the ever changing blogskin. every time i think i wanna vent and blog i take one look at the stupid blog and terus tutup tab and find other things to do. worse, macam hidup terlalu pointless dah mmg takde bende lain nak buat have to find some series to get addicted to.

so akhirnye yang ade only pictures, pictures, pictures and takde cerita. aku mmg rase aku dah jd org bosan yang have no stories to tell.

ahh...such self hate.

i must start reading optimistic books or i'll let all my negativity consume me.

i did have resolutions (ye, resolutions bukan hanye utk new year aje. bole ade resolution utk la rentree, utk bukan october dan juga resolution hari khamis) :

1. not to be frivolous. 

2. tidak procrastinate.

3. oh grow up......mature supaya tak mengamuk every 3 seconds dengan beb yang mcm budak 3 taun kadang2.