red or blue?

"I got the blues thinking of the future, so I left off and made some marmalade. It's amazing how it cheers one up to shred oranges or scrub the floor. "

that is amazingly good advice. i'm a procrastinator. and that, by definition a lazy person. always have been. made even worse by the fact that i like distracting myself with inane things. thus, whole days pass without no productiveness.

which is why i've left it to this very late date to finding a stage. i've had 4 entretiens this week. i'm starting to feel a little demotivated. not that they've all rejected me or anything. just that.....i cannot maintain a motivated façade very long. imagine this....the entretien téléphonique today? i baring² on my bed.

when i worry about things, or think too much (surprising, but i have things to think about. i'm the worrier in the family now though it doesn't really look like it) i basically on sad music and do nothing.

i could be doing the dishes, doing laundry, cleaning my room and cooking. these, for example are tasks we could do while worrying. win-win.

and somehow it's very therapeutic.

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