hari tu i picked a fight with beb. i don't like being in an état of anger, so i don't do this often. but when i do : super bitchy, cold blooded and kejam.
"i loathe the very core of you."
once evil syikin is unleashed, she shows no mercy. plus, i have a very handy long list of grievances against beb. enough to last me a lifetime.
"u tgh pms ke?"
"kenape kalo perempuan marah asik nak blame pms? dah tentu YOU yang buat salah. kenape nak blame pms?"
"okay, okay. i jerk. i bastard. i don't deserve to kiss the very ground you walk on."
(okay ade slight embellishment di situ)
ape pointnye?
i actually think that day some weird funky moody hormones were in overdrive! because i feeling very angry towards my poor defenseless codes for not working at all. my stage will be a total failure. J'ai failli pleurer devant mon ordi toute l'aprem. i also became crazy and bought 6 bags from Moa. and started watching Gilmore Girls non-stop. honestly negative thoughts began to fill my head until i felt it was going to explode.
i miss my mom.
like i might at any given moment just break down and start wailing like pompuan gile meroyan. huh, tiba² kinda curious of how that would feel like. i'm tired of being strong. seriously, you don't even know the half of it. it's like life keeps throwing all these crazy, sharp and pointed objects at me and aku dah malas mengelak.
*deep breaths*
"i loathe the very core of you."
once evil syikin is unleashed, she shows no mercy. plus, i have a very handy long list of grievances against beb. enough to last me a lifetime.
"u tgh pms ke?"
"kenape kalo perempuan marah asik nak blame pms? dah tentu YOU yang buat salah. kenape nak blame pms?"
"okay, okay. i jerk. i bastard. i don't deserve to kiss the very ground you walk on."
(okay ade slight embellishment di situ)
ape pointnye?
i actually think that day some weird funky moody hormones were in overdrive! because i feeling very angry towards my poor defenseless codes for not working at all. my stage will be a total failure. J'ai failli pleurer devant mon ordi toute l'aprem. i also became crazy and bought 6 bags from Moa. and started watching Gilmore Girls non-stop. honestly negative thoughts began to fill my head until i felt it was going to explode.
i miss my mom.
like i might at any given moment just break down and start wailing like pompuan gile meroyan. huh, tiba² kinda curious of how that would feel like. i'm tired of being strong. seriously, you don't even know the half of it. it's like life keeps throwing all these crazy, sharp and pointed objects at me and aku dah malas mengelak.
*deep breaths*
Syix. Bila u gila. I jaga u k. Or bila2 u rasa u nk jadi gila, u dtg rumah I n I bagi u mkn byk2. =) food always makes me feel happy.
RépondreSupprimeri sukeeee carik u bile i gile :)
RépondreSupprimerbtw, i tgh pujuk lani datang umah u 1/10 kitorang mase tu dah takde rumah and nak balik mesia for good so bole lah datang menyemak kat umah u :)