re-raya

raya came and went. dah biase, nothing special.

work, work ,work. partner came so i had to do a simulation of my work.....went well alhamdulillah. rapport and soutenance so galère gile.

so, raya this year is not really high on the priority list.

juniors did do a celebration on the plage on saturday. nasib baik sbb kalo tak sumpah super sedih.

just the 4 of us left in nice. everyone else dah balik. so nilah rase jadi senior. budak² batch sume dah takde :( pergi gathering kene meramahkan diri sebab tak kenal sesiape.

summer's over. hari dah semakin sejuk. orang bekerje lagi ramai dari org bercuti kat sini. aku masih takde perasaan about staying or going. tak excited nak balik. tak sedih nak meninggalkan. france is just different when everyone's gone.

i guess i am going through the motions.

or maybe it's just sebab hati tengah berat pikir masalah² du moment.

whatever it is, selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin. akhir² ni mungkin dosa aku lebih banyak dari biase. sebab i tend to be pretty mean when i'm stressed.

hope next year we'll all be better people.