tainted

hari ni hari office makan same². they went for indian food while i stayed alone at the office. nasib baik pagi tadi sahur makan macam beruang.

bulan puase ini i got a bad reputation sbb hari tu tak puase tanpa alasan. SATU HARI ok.

lani and ayu (on two separate occasions) : ko puase tak hari ni?
syikin : puase laaa, kenape tak puase.
mereka : hahaha, aku musykil ngan ko.

sume sebab aku mengaku tak puase.

*thinks hard

tak puase satu hari, dosa. tapi tinggal semayang, dosa jugak. tak tutup aurat dosa jugak.

OMG. you ARE too far gone if your next thought is, "so what's the big deal?"

it's probably good that i'm leaving france soon.

have to save my soul before i completely rationalise things like this.

hari tu tgk cite melayu mase buke kat rumah soob. about suami isteri yg syirik² bagai lepas tu nak pegi haji mati terbakar.

ngeri, ngeri (dahlah aku kalo stok tgk cite mestilah mendalami sampai ketakutan nak tido sorang)

yep, jangan cakap there's always time. macamane kalo mati sblom sempat taubat?

astaghfirullah.