clumsy

i bump my knees on chairs. table corners, edges of stairs, door frames, people.

i always have bruises. somewhere. i don't even notice it anymore.

2 days ago i tripped on my iphone cable and fell headfirst into the bed, my collarbone hit the sharp edge of the bed pillar. i have red angry mark on my collarbone. it hurts when i carry bags over my left shoulder.

i also find it hard to say sorry and thank you. i mumble "excuse me" when trying to get off the elevator. and i say whatever is on my mind. and unless i write it down, i find it difficult to process my thoughts. they tend to come out jumbled and confused.

clumsy is the opposite of smooth.