it's the 21st juin. 1st day of the summer.
and i'm stuck at home..half-heartedly trying to do my rapport.
i have no motivation whatsoever seeing as i actually have 4 more days before soutenance - that's WAY too much time for me.
i need panic attacks, freak outs and tomorrow deadlines to function.
oh well, i have to present to my boss tomorrow but that's a...err...well not that big a deal lar.
also another reason to be bored.
there's fete de la musique : i go every year, there's loads of bands (not that great actually), there'll be this brazilian drum thing around 1 am near palais de justice (confession : i love it!), rave music at the prom (the crazy jumping's fine for 5 minutes..then i tend to grow up, techno's so tacky) and the odd violinist near the opera house. pretty predictable actually.
but this year wayne and the band's playing which would be TOTALLY awesome. for about half an hour at least. why am i stuck at home watching snooker world cup rerun???
well there were transportation snags but the truth is, i could've gone there and stayed till 3 and still go to work tomorrow. these occasional illusions of having a night life normally revives me, you see.
plus, i already know what's there and it's only guaranteed to hold my attention for less than an hour.
this is why i'm not a clubber : the scene is boring to me. period.
maybe i've outgrown it.
of course : i'm kinda wary of beb's tulah too *grin* ...
but...*looking wistful* i have 364 nights more to NOT have a life. what's wrong with one? and EVERYONE's gonna be there.
where the hell's my spare lighter anyway? i'm into lighting candles on occasions. i
thought : 1st day of summer, it's quiet and peaceful...good night to light a candle
and think about life.
but noooo....
no lighter and i nearly burnt my room trying to light it with my stove. stupid i know.
i wanna go home.
and i'm stuck at home..half-heartedly trying to do my rapport.
i have no motivation whatsoever seeing as i actually have 4 more days before soutenance - that's WAY too much time for me.
i need panic attacks, freak outs and tomorrow deadlines to function.
oh well, i have to present to my boss tomorrow but that's a...err...well not that big a deal lar.
also another reason to be bored.
there's fete de la musique : i go every year, there's loads of bands (not that great actually), there'll be this brazilian drum thing around 1 am near palais de justice (confession : i love it!), rave music at the prom (the crazy jumping's fine for 5 minutes..then i tend to grow up, techno's so tacky) and the odd violinist near the opera house. pretty predictable actually.
but this year wayne and the band's playing which would be TOTALLY awesome. for about half an hour at least. why am i stuck at home watching snooker world cup rerun???
well there were transportation snags but the truth is, i could've gone there and stayed till 3 and still go to work tomorrow. these occasional illusions of having a night life normally revives me, you see.
plus, i already know what's there and it's only guaranteed to hold my attention for less than an hour.
this is why i'm not a clubber : the scene is boring to me. period.
maybe i've outgrown it.
of course : i'm kinda wary of beb's tulah too *grin* ...
but...*looking wistful* i have 364 nights more to NOT have a life. what's wrong with one? and EVERYONE's gonna be there.
where the hell's my spare lighter anyway? i'm into lighting candles on occasions. i
thought : 1st day of summer, it's quiet and peaceful...good night to light a candle
and think about life.
but noooo....
no lighter and i nearly burnt my room trying to light it with my stove. stupid i know.
i wanna go home.
but look at the bright side : summer's here. i know it'll be deathly HOT and all.
but VACANCES!!
and tomorrow's the last day of work.
after next week all i have to do is...nothing.
i love not doing anything.
it's so....decadent.
but VACANCES!!
and tomorrow's the last day of work.
after next week all i have to do is...nothing.
i love not doing anything.
it's so....decadent.
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