there is such a thing

there is such a thing as being panicked but happy.

i am partly happy. because at 1 am...i know quasiment rien about rdm. if i get the paper tomorrow
i will make a perfectly good impression of a fish for 15 minutes.
but i know it will all end before i even know it.

that's why i'm looking at quotes at 1 am.
it makes me happy.
makes me feel like i'm staying up for things like movies, reading and ponderings of life.

Fighting with you is the worst feeling in the world. Sometimes I can't tell what's worse, being the one hurt or knowing I'm the one who hurt you.

No lah..tak gaduh dengan beb.  Told ya, i'm looking at quotes.

Is it okay to never want to be without you?
Is it okay To miss you so much it hurts?
Is it okay to be scared sometimes?
Is it okay to cry for no reason?
Is it okay for it to be hard to say goodbye till tomorrow?
Is it okay that i never wanna leave your arms?
Is it okay if i smack people for talking about you when you're not around?
Is it okay if i smack people for talking about you when you are around?
Is it okay to tell you everything?
Is it okay that im happy you can trust me with everything?
Is it okay to love it when you walk me home?
Is it okay to be sad when you don't?
Is it okay to sometimes think i'm dreaming?
Is it okay to love you this much?

Haha..that reminds me of that moment. You know, when you first fall in love. And you're not really sure of the person. Butterflies in the stomach. Can't sit still. Feel like hurling. Insecure.
Buat sume bende pon tak betol.