you're a part time lover and a full time friend

"Malasnye nak blaja! Bole tak berhenti skola kawin?"

Sume budak perempuan pon penah cakap cam tu. Sume budak laki pon rase menyampah bile dengar.

ade parenthese hujung ayat tuh sbenarnye "....kawin dengan anak raje ke, bilionaire memane, prince charming pon jadilah."

Maknenye perempuan materialistik ke? Not really. Cume tgk banyak sangat Cinderella mase kecik. Lagipon. C'est logique. Sbenanye tanak skola sbab tanak buat bende susah. Buat ape kawin kalo still buat bende susah?

(susah kat sini byk aspek. Susah sbab responsibilities, sbab husband being a jerk, sbab tak dapat beg fendi, sbab tak reti goreng ikan)

Did i ever tell you about my peringkats in life?
it's pretty stupid....house deco.
rumah mase blaja macamane, mase dah keje, mase dah kawin....

hari tu plan2 ngan amie about rumah bile start keje since she's gonna be there soon. die ckp everyone thinks buat pe spend byk2 utk rumah sbab kejap je pon pastu kawen.

hey...cane kalo aku tanak kawen?
Betol2. So kitorang pon dah bersetuju. Our lives isn't just according to the conventional plan.
Blaja rajen2, get a good job and get married.
Macam sume orang.

First. Blaja pon cam tak ikhlas and terpakse (takyah ckp kat JPA...or quote lettre de motivation aku...byk gile bullshit)
Secondly, what is a good job? When we were in school sume berikrar tanak jadi engineers 
(kinda the most convenient and automatic choice in mrsm) . 
The only thing pulling me on this road is the hope that won't have to become an engineer.
Lastly, kalo bende rantai2 that we played in school (y'know, that tells you how many kids you'll have and when you get married) is to be believed : I'll never marry (i think. what does it mean when the chain doesn't move?)

Merepek gile kan.
All i know is this. Things never turn out the way they're supposed to.
Okay. Dah penat merepek for the day.
Who knew?