when we were young part 2

Aku pegi high school kat Convent sbab mama bergado ngan cikgu STK sbab abang aku nakal. Lagipon we chose convent sbab aku suke convent atas bukit and hijau2 mcm dlm "The Sound of Music".

Aku BAIK gile kat Convent. Ketua Pengawas, pengerusi club, presiden ape ntah. Bukannye aku gile kuase. Just popular. (kenyataan perasan yang akan buat Lynn terbahak2)Bole tak aku tak pergi meeting pon tetibe kene elect. Tak pasal2...nampak sgt kurang calon. And. Maybe ade siiiikit gile kuase ar...tapi mase tu tak tahu wujudnye term gile kuase.

I was happy. Everyone was sooo nice. Kawan aku bebanyakannye non malays. Ckp melayu pon mcm tak brape reti mase tu. Rindu Sister Mary "I want, I can, I will"..hehe.
Rindu comot2 and salin baju dlm class - girls school best! Tak pernah rase self conscious. Tak kesah langsung tak ckp ngn any boy for 3 years. Blaja ckp chinese phrases with bad mandarin accent.

Tapi mase form 4 aku cuak ngan sume jawatan aku...so aku cabut gi skola asrama di atas pulau.
I was as i've always been - a slacker. Only, at that stage of my life, i've always felt like i had to please my parents. I still do actually, that's the sad part.
So unsurprisingly, i was your average, overachieving type A little girl.

Only really, i'm actually a total slacker. Sebab tu skarang terkontang-kanting. No goal, no effort.
I do the minimum just to not dissappoint my parents.
That's really the saddest part. I haven't grown up at all.

Commentaires