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so true.

everyone has these moments. sometimes, you're amazed at how everything falls into place so flawlessly. moments where you have everything you wanted and you wonder what it is you ever did to deserve all of it. so you wait for the pin to drop.

because there comes other times when you feel like the sky is falling on your head. that nothing seems to be going well, that every move you make is a mistake. that all you wanna do is to hide out in the security of your bed and will the world away.

when these moments come, we tend to forget the bigger picture. nothing is forever - not perfection, and certainly not misery.

*sigh* all this rambling just means that i have to work my ass off this semester. and i haven't got a stage. and project is $%&#@$ (utterly my fault, i know). and i feel kinda lost. so yeah, the sky is kinda falling on my head. again.

but it'll all pass. it's happened before and i won't even remember it 6 months from now. the question is, will i come out unscathed?

i do wonder though. whether it's all a run of luck or do you really actually make your own luck? you know, in fairy tales, when things are at the worst, the hero will do something heroic and save the day. me, being lazy, normally counts on the well, the day to save itself. not making any sense am i?

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