there's always a reason for extreme emo-ness

okay....ignore all my crap the last few posts. apparently i've been having pms. and why do people always think women are irrational? we always have a reason for all the tantrums...you just have to properly decipher all the codes. and we need lots of tlc - tender loving care ;) sbab sikit2 je akan rase unloved, unwanted and fat. that's me speaking in general.

but i'm okay now. i'm beginning to see all sorts of light at the end of the tunnel - yep, syix is back in full fighting form.

want me to raconte my tuesday?

so i had an interview chez sfr at la defense (ohhh, glamour ke tak?). anyway so i skipped school to take the 7 am train and lepak umah farah.

alasan sbab sebenarnye nak mkn best ade mama farah kat paris ;) tak rugi...dapat mkn kerabu jantung pisang k! and nak tgk faris yg comel and boroi.

anyway, i'm bad at interviews. i think generally because i'm bad at french lalu tidak berkeyakinan. i was prepared really for all the questions but in the end kalut sume pon kelam kabut. kalo lepas interview je aku akan rase i've made a completely forgettable impression. 

bref, not to say traumatisée but presque la. sbenarnye mule2 tak traumatisée pon...lame2 pikir makin traumatised.

anyway, sbenarnye kalo keje kat la defense serious cool. awww....why did i have to screw up then? (mmg mase2 macam ni aku slalu wish i had the irish silver tongue bole merepek in any language pon macam charming)

and i did put in effort - to the extend of tukar kasut kat luar sfr tower sbab nak pakai my mary jane stillettos. sumpah kasut ni tinggi nak mampus but aku jadi giant (exaggere, buat aku jd perempuan bersaiz normal). 

normally i'm happy being a pint sized little girl. only aku takut org sfr prejudice terhadap hobbits. 

senang cite....aku sgt2 rase tak dpt. stok, aku rase aku kuar je dari office die dah start tulis email reject haha.

ps : MY CAMERA IS HERE! well, at the relais point kejap lg nak amik sbab i think everyone's asleep now.

pss : aku sorang je ke ade idea yang kalo ko excited about something you'll be disappointed later? kene buat2 tak excited ke skarang?