sbab mesti korang bosan takde post emo

hahaha...gile crowd pleaser. sbab sume org yang bace blog aku (ade lar macam 10 org) ckp they only read sbab aku slalu emo.

franchement, aku tak kesah post intimate details to strangers....and yang bukan strangers pon sbab if you knew me you'd know i don't give a damn. sbab aku rase kalo aku bace post emo org lain pon it's only interesting mase aku tgh bace. lepas tu...nada....bukan life aku pon nak sibuk2, so aku anggap sume org pon camtu.

lagipon...i am so not an internalizer.

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kenapelah i also go for that type of guy. yang buat sume org rase, why on earth are you still hung over him?

sbab. 

lagipon aku slalu ckp...okay next time i'll so go for a nice guy. pastu bosan and complain kat kawan2, "nice guys bore me!"

jelasnye aku mmg masochist. but actually....aku mmg suspicious bile lelaki tu baik sgt. in the words of every guy i've ever met "mane ade laki baik!"

beb's tranparent. die evil2 kat aku secara jelas and takyah aku nak rase tertipu. okay aku dah cakap macam nie....maknenye kalo betol ko flirt ngan orang blakang aku i would totally be heartbroken. like totally, totally, totally. even if we're not together, there's always rules we have to play by. sinon, nak gelenya ngan sesape pon cakap je ar, adekah ko rase aku takkan supportive? of course, mane bole sume bende nak. saying something like i didn't want to hurt you is so uncool.

and kenapa bile aku nun jauh ko nak sweet2 on the phone and janji mcm2 tapi bile aku kat depan mate nak mechant2 ngan aku?

hati lelaki senang berubah. and they dengan suka hatinye bole rewrite history. i know that, tak payah ko risau. 

tapi every time ko mechant secara tak sengaja kat aku, i'll think again...lain kali carik nice guy, syikin! pastu ko balik bawak chuppa chups nak pujuk aku terus aku..."siannye, lapar? ko nak makan ape?"

(kate lg aku high maintenance.....fyi ade florist depan rumah aku tu tau)

hati perempuan mmg lembut. even perempuan yang tak lemah lembut macam aku. and hati aku tak senang berubah2. temps de reponse infinie remember? but that's okay.....aku cakap tak senang berubah bukan tak akan berubah.

people change, things change.....we all move on, takde ar aku nak clingy2.

eh...ape aku merepek dari tadi ni. membebel dow.