kata-kata jujur hari ini

aku seorang yang sangat selfish. and kalo korang tahu tahap ketakdeperasanan aku mesti korang terkejut beruk.

buyut, sampai hari ni aku blom call wish ko happy birthday. and the reasons for that are so convoluted like you wouldn't believe.

aku tak puase hari ini.

i don't believe nice guys exist anymore. sume kawan2 aku, sume orang ade at least satu cerita being cheated on, being treated like crap atau getting disillusioned.even all my guy friends, the nicest one, pernah mengecewakan aku. it's the strangest thing, walau aku dah tau mereka begitu, aku still sayang semua. still cakap i'll still be here no matter what. blind loyalty is a pretty difficult flaw to have.

does having opinions and being passionate about something make somebody a difficult person? i'm thinking yes.

tahun ini, other than family aku bole kira dgn jari berapa kali aku cakap/chat dengan orang kat malaysia. i used to spend my sundays bergayut with girlfriends/david/yus but i haven't in a long time. is home still home when you've lost all ties with it?

*fikir balik* ye. there's really no where else that can compare.