feels trapped.
dolu lynn dengan semangatnye marah aku, "why you wanna study something you're not interested in? siao ar....later be miserable your whole life."
ish, betul. at first you think, ala...it's not like i actually know what i want to do....study je ar...later if don't like can always branch out into something else, right. macam tak betol je. dahlah study gile seksa, then have to competitively carik keje and keje pulak lagilah seksa.
i realize it's not supposed to be like this. you're supposed to like what you do...pore over in amazement over datasheets and figure things out with a passion.
yeah, i'm not like that. my boss came back this week from his month-long holiday and as i handed over my rapport to him (yang aku sedar tak banyak perubahan dari sebulan yang lalu) - i'm like, there are maybe 10 more things i could've added to the rapport, even if it wasn't what he wanted. but i didn't. because. saye tak berminat.
if this is my life and what it will be forever, i will be stuck in this cycle of mediocre-ness with no way out.
in the meantime : aku dah bersedia untuk kene marah. you reap what you sow.
dolu lynn dengan semangatnye marah aku, "why you wanna study something you're not interested in? siao ar....later be miserable your whole life."
ish, betul. at first you think, ala...it's not like i actually know what i want to do....study je ar...later if don't like can always branch out into something else, right. macam tak betol je. dahlah study gile seksa, then have to competitively carik keje and keje pulak lagilah seksa.
i realize it's not supposed to be like this. you're supposed to like what you do...pore over in amazement over datasheets and figure things out with a passion.
yeah, i'm not like that. my boss came back this week from his month-long holiday and as i handed over my rapport to him (yang aku sedar tak banyak perubahan dari sebulan yang lalu) - i'm like, there are maybe 10 more things i could've added to the rapport, even if it wasn't what he wanted. but i didn't. because. saye tak berminat.
if this is my life and what it will be forever, i will be stuck in this cycle of mediocre-ness with no way out.
in the meantime : aku dah bersedia untuk kene marah. you reap what you sow.
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