i want cheese

this is the 15th day of ramadhan (i think....the brain is not working at the mo). i should be used to this and i am.

but today i am nearly fainting in hunger and my brain doesn't work anymore. i can only type like a drone whatever nonsensical thought that comes out of my brain. it helps pass the time. seriously puase sblom ni has never been this bad. pening, pening, pening...arghhhhh!

i waant cheese. delicious, creamy, thick cheese. like raclette or just eaten with bread.

and i want kerang bakar. and sambal kicap. how am i to survive another year here without sambal kicap??

steamboat. cecah dengan sos sedap à la johnny's. i am basically at this point, hallucinating. that's how out of it i am.

asam pedas. lamenye tak mkn asam pedas. seriously the first thing i will cook the moment i get home to limoges is find ikan pari and make asam pedas. i'll even try to find daun kesom and bendi.

laksa penang. lamenye tak mkn laksa. i totally want to die now since the sambal blacan beb makes always makes me think of laksa penang. orgasmic, siot.

ok. the ranting actually clears the haze.

now i have to figure out how to ask nathalie to write me an attestation de presence and to ask my maitre de stage for cuti esok petang. face it, apekah fungsi aku duduk di sini anyway?

bukan susah sgt mintak org...tak salah pon. but i have an awful malu-tak-bertempat affliction. susah sangat nak tanye benda2 yang tak payah malu.