aku pun serabut

life is decided by a series of choices. ke ko rase one decision could change your life? aku rase same aje...mmg skarang aku mcm tak berperasaan pade ape2. ape2 pun, jadilah. which is of course the worse thing possible i could do.

bila buat decision aku macam endah tak endah....aku mmg dari dulu lagi malas nak fikir byk2. every road leads you somewhere, semua tempat ade pros and cons so why bother?(sumpah org paling pemalas kan)

i keep telling myself, bangun! kenape masih tak bereaksi?

ko tanye aku, "ape aku buat?" nothing.

kite mmg same2 tak matang. walaupun kadang2 aku mmg terpedaya rase dua2 pun langsung tak naive.

kalau aku biarkan aje will it end well? aku tak reti either tolak benda lembut2 atau dengan sabarnye change things. aku mmg keras hati dari dulu and i'm thinking it's hard to change that.

ko tanye lagi, "ape aku buat?" everything.

if you don't know i can't tell you.

close your eyes and lean on my shoulder, i won't desert you when it's dark. you know i'll stay, i'm loyal that way. bile dah pagi i have to go. because i can't stay forever.

ko buat aku serabut.

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- serabut : a soob-inspired post :)