katak bawah tempurung

kids nowadays are amazing.

when i went back home in december, my neighbour's 5 year old wanted to add me on facebook and were teaching me all about online games.

my 7 year old cousin didn't even blink at my iphone and worryingly managed to go to whole new levels on its games (aku check banyak kali.....ni dahlah version gratuit, i didn't KNOW there were other levels)

on the school project i googled difference between programming tools and the forums were filled with 13 year olds giving out codes and solving problems.

at 25, i am obsolete. and i consider my life as barely started.

by nature, i'm a homebody. tak suke ambik tahu hal orang. i used to thing gossip was irrelevant (skarang dah suke bergossip pulak). lagilah lepas duduk france for so long. i almost never read news.

lots of people read berita harian. but as with the case of watching drama melayu, reading malaysian politicians' antics and the extremely lame headlines buat aku membebel unnecessarily. and all the reports on murders, accidents, street crimes just plain makes me think i should be learning how to fight like a superspy to be safe.

i occasionnally read blogs. political blogs can be interesting. until you realize everyone's fanatical about something and that's coloured their point of view. social blogs make me think......aku ke yang duduk oversea? the drinking, the free for all sex, the outlandish partying, malaysia gives me culture shock dow. i feel like it's divided into two....either you're the super alim type or the party girl type.

neither.

i used to read time magazine but then i realize that american worldview differs from any other world view and only useful if you're actually american and living there.

no man is an island. actually, you can pretend that you are for an infinite amount of time. between school and projects and relationships and watching tv (series) i don't remember the last book that made me think.

when i start stage i'm gonna start reading again. and not fluff literature. not the classics either, those really kill me. biographies and thought provoking fiction.

school's almost over. have to start being aware of the world around me. 

and jangan membazir. responsible adult, right?

*i don't know why but i suddenly have a craving for chocolate and ice cream chocolate chip mint.