malu tak bertempat

syikin's guide to anti-socialism at the workplace :

by nature memang aku antisocial pon. hate small talk. macam banal gile kalo kene berbual pasal weather ke, terangkan kat orang asing where i went to school etc etc. tak payah salahkan bahasa, sebab kalo gathering orang melayu pon aku memang malas berbual dengan org tak kenal.

which is a horrible thing. i wasn't always like this - dolu bising, sibuk, dengan orang tak kenal paling nak menyibuk macam². entah kat mane belajar jadi kerek.

pastu suke malu tak bertempat. which is i think an asian thing. kalo tak tahu susah sangat nak bertanye.

hari ni duduk kat luar mase sume orang pause café. bile bloqué tanye je boss, boss dah tau aku memang bodoh programming tak payah belakon tahu lagi. pagi² jalan² sana sini tegur sume org.

arghhhh.....should i be changing everything tout d'un coup? pening lah (esprit malas memberontak ni....)

well, tomorrow's a friday. no better day to start.

hope tomorrow's great for you too.