takpe kalo pening

Berzaman tak update blog, aku rasa kehilangan. And lesu. Tak tahu nak buat ape tapi tanak tido, asik bace manga and tgk cite korea.

Memenatkan diri sendiri and not achieving anything pon.

Weekend hari tu Seb datang. Nice is busy, ade banyak kawan, banyak orang nak buat makan², banyak benda nak buat and tengok. Thursday was a holiday, pegi Nice lepak² and makan couscous. Friday sume orang cuti pegi Cannes festival aku sibuk nak keje, hari demonter server kat office. Aku memang suke pon, dapat main dengan perceuse electrique, ranger cables, susun cables blakang armoire server....macam tp réseaux.

Malam Friday ade birthday party for the April boys, so party at John's place. Karaoke laaa ape lagi.

Saturday pgi Monaco buat² tengok Grand Prix qualifiers ngan Jun, Seb and Hussein.

I'll put up pictures when i feel like taking them from all the various peeps.

Even talking to beb on skype, my heart's not in it. Something's changed. Is it you, is it me, is it the distance? You've always been big on change, like everybody can change, change is good that aku rase envious sebab aku terlalu constant.

This time around i kinda feel like you're changing the things i like about you.

Mungkin aku yang tak berpijak di dunia nyata.

Ape² pon, it feels like it's none of my business since i've resolved to let go of things.

I think i'm mad about something. These things are never clear to me. And as usual i can never articulate them. Just makes me not call home for 3 weeks.

Despressing siot.

I'll be okay tomorrow.

Syikin's weather forecast for tomorrow :

Hari² yang mendung ni...you never know when rain is gonna fall sampai macam tempete. Tapi juga kadang² it all just goes away and the sun comes out. The essential thing is to always be prepared. Sediakan payung sebelum hujan. Tak payah pakai baju terlalu tebal mane tau kalo panas sampai ketiak berpeluh.

Everybody always hopes for good weather. You can't blame people if it all goes awry. Ape yang saye harap, tak semestinya orang laen nak benda yang sama. Orang lain mana nak tau awak nak ape. Just know that hujan, atau panas, atau salji ke volcano ash ke ape, life is what you make of it.

A is E. Attitude is everything.

This has been Syikin's weather forecast.