mahu bersantai

my soutenance de stage is fixé on the 17th. suddenly today my boss said, we have to do a presentation here right? monday bole?

my report is nowhere near finished. à vrai dire, tak berganjak langsung from when i spent a day on it more than a month ago.

product for client tak test lagi. sebenarnye mmg aku bertungkus-lumus buat at work. like, don't take pause, tak check email or facebook. sentiase rase, damn, why is time moving so fast.....so many more bugs i have to fix.

so. sebab tu report tak buat. even though i have less than a week to finish that and a powerpoint presentation of my stage.

balik keje exhausted, tgk cite jepun. lepak. bace manga. i can't deal with working too much.

time macam ni no matter who's yelling at me, i won't do it at all.

dolu beb slalu yell at me, "cv dah siap? asal tak cari stage? exam lusa asal tak study lagi? every time i call tgh tgk series. pukul 10 dah tido." sape kate pompuan je pandai membebel.

professionally speaking kite mmg opposites. berbanding dari ko yang start everything early, stay up late, suke keje and school dari duduk rumah, takes work seriously, and aku yang suka malas² and asalkan siap.

you work hard and play hard.

i'm like, why try hard at anything if a minimal effort would suffice.

unless i feel like doing it, i really won't.

when i do feel like doing it, i give it my all. tapi hanya akan concentrated effort selama 2 jam.

but a rushed work will still feel like a rushed work no matter what.

and even if i don't feel like doing it aku akan still stress. serious stress macam².

il faut que je me force un peu, non?