lepas 5 tahun kat france aku teringat kursus psychology yang jpa pakse pergi sebelum fly. okay jujur, ade 3 bende je aku igt pasal kursus tu :
1. i like guys with messy, spiky hair a.k.a brylcream guy
2. ayu tak bole hidup tanpa iron.
3. facilitator mase kursus tu punye analysis of my character : "independent, berani and suka mencuba tu bagus tapi saya takut awak terlalu mudah terbawa² dengan life bile sampai oversea nanti. kene be careful tak terlalu reckless."
care dia cakap macam aku akan masuk "girls gone wild" or or jadi some sarong party girl.
well, i didn't. but aku masih seorang yang reckless. tak nak ikut common sense. sometimes ni masuk kategori bad decisions. tapi sometimes, just looks like i got lucky.
this was a big year. it's not even over tapi too many things happened this year. life changing things. things i have no control over. also made some big conscious decisions.
this year i've wasted more money than in all my 5 years here combined.
bought new camera. broke new camera.
bought new laptop. spilled coke and fried new laptop.
bought netbook. having webcam and driver issues.
bought new car. car broke down. repaired car. learnt to drive car. pushed car. changed car battery by myself. resell value of car now close to zero.
bought new iphone. 100€ more expensive sebab tergesa² terbeli 32GB. still have a perfectly working 3g. so kenape beli? idiot.
so that sums up my betises(kebangangan) this year.
it's been a year full of new experiences and costly mistakes.
oh, and i'm graduating this year. going back to malaysia, that's a big change. an uncertain future.
so, my mom passed away so i'd probably be forgiven if i feel a little lost right now. yeah, and my dad remarried. it's like a double whammy that you can just blink twice and swallow it all. i keep telling myself i have to be an adult about these things. jun says she thinks i'll explode one day. lynn says i'm in denial. hey i talk with people freely about these things, why am i in denial?
this is why i have attachment issues. i hate to depend on people or let them be in the position to turn my world upside down.
so all my betises pales in comparison.
this has been a tough year. shit happens, what are you gonna do?
1. i like guys with messy, spiky hair a.k.a brylcream guy
2. ayu tak bole hidup tanpa iron.
3. facilitator mase kursus tu punye analysis of my character : "independent, berani and suka mencuba tu bagus tapi saya takut awak terlalu mudah terbawa² dengan life bile sampai oversea nanti. kene be careful tak terlalu reckless."
care dia cakap macam aku akan masuk "girls gone wild" or or jadi some sarong party girl.
well, i didn't. but aku masih seorang yang reckless. tak nak ikut common sense. sometimes ni masuk kategori bad decisions. tapi sometimes, just looks like i got lucky.
this was a big year. it's not even over tapi too many things happened this year. life changing things. things i have no control over. also made some big conscious decisions.
this year i've wasted more money than in all my 5 years here combined.
bought new camera. broke new camera.
bought new laptop. spilled coke and fried new laptop.
bought netbook. having webcam and driver issues.
bought new car. car broke down. repaired car. learnt to drive car. pushed car. changed car battery by myself. resell value of car now close to zero.
bought new iphone. 100€ more expensive sebab tergesa² terbeli 32GB. still have a perfectly working 3g. so kenape beli? idiot.
so that sums up my betises(kebangangan) this year.
it's been a year full of new experiences and costly mistakes.
oh, and i'm graduating this year. going back to malaysia, that's a big change. an uncertain future.
so, my mom passed away so i'd probably be forgiven if i feel a little lost right now. yeah, and my dad remarried. it's like a double whammy that you can just blink twice and swallow it all. i keep telling myself i have to be an adult about these things. jun says she thinks i'll explode one day. lynn says i'm in denial. hey i talk with people freely about these things, why am i in denial?
this is why i have attachment issues. i hate to depend on people or let them be in the position to turn my world upside down.
so all my betises pales in comparison.
this has been a tough year. shit happens, what are you gonna do?
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