hickey

i have a hickey on my neck. from a 3 year old!!

adik is pretty violent. bile dia geram dia cubit and cekau and gigit. yesterday after all the kids main petang sume dah berpeluh he got sleepy and asik nak dukung. but i was scared he would fall asleep berpeluh² bile dukung sbb tak tido petang so i pakse him mandi. like forcefully ignore jeritan budak "adik nak dukunggggg!!!!" and put him in the bathtub. he got mad and bit hard on my neck. sakit gile ok! drew blood some more.

i'm starting to appreciate that vampire bites would be super painful. 

adik is my 3 year old cousin. comel gile and cakap macam org tua. bila org tak layan dia membebel sorang² macam "ish, nakalnya budak budak tu, orang cakap tanak dengar." he's just repeating something he heard but serious macam mama.

but kenapelah aku takde maternal instincts mcm mama? kadang ² jage budak² ni i rase cam...ish, puasnye hati aku if i can just tie them all up. bila diorang nak ape² aku tanak kasi and jeritlah macamane pon aku buat pekak je. sadistic betol.

it would be very worrying if i ever have kids.