i arrived home at 3h du matin on monday completely exhausted. physically and mentally.
with ayu's wedding, lina's bridal shower and running around on a gamble hoping that ade bas balik johor on a sunday after cny.
emotionally sebab, sungguh ku tak sangka me and beb bole berperang dunia ketiga dengan tiba².
kali ni gaduh, i'll admit it was my fault. people don't change their fundamental values. ko keras kepala aku kepala batu memanglah ade yang menangis kalo nak jugak hang out. i am constantly expecting you to change. sebab aku selalu lupe all the reasons i decided that we would never work out. walaupun dah berkali² bergaduh benda yang sama.
kadang² org nampak kite serasi, aku pon tertipu. because our fundamental values are so different and masing² tanak mengalah.
sume kwn² aku rase ko jerk. and you're fine being the bad guy but sometimes, i'm the jerk. sometimes everything has to be my way. i prioritize everyone before you. times like these bile aku dah rasa bersalah rase cam nak do everything in my power to make things up to you.
lepas tu akan rase, "why the heck am i doing this? siapekah aku pada ko kalo bukan hanya seorang perempuan yang akan ko tinggalkan?" *
*ps : ayat gross ni sindrom banyak sangat bace novel melayu kat rumah ayu.
kekekeke pls jgn salahkan novel2 aku! btw memang sebijik mcm ayat novel, ayat yg kat kulit belakang tu =p
RépondreSupprimerbak kate kakak ipar aku (ececece..) : bersabarlah
~cikpah
it supposed to be a sad entry, tapi aku boleh gelak gila bace ayat kau boleh tak?
RépondreSupprimer-hanya seorang stalker yang meninggalkan komen-
hahaha.....aku harus salahkan novel ko sebab asal aku melodramatik sgt lepas bace novel melayu???
RépondreSupprimerkakak ipar suro ko sabar ape?
stalker : gelaklah. takpe, bukannye sedih sgt pon :) rase cam nak tampar ade la.
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