Est-ce que ça te déçoit?

I took the train to work today from Ampang to Gardens. I must say, it's not as bad as I thought it would be. Tadi ade announcement, "Harap maaf, keretapi ini akan berhenti sebentar secara mengejut. Pihak kami meminta maaf atas kesulitan ini." It was so strange, nobody reacted. At all. The train was deathly silent. Sebab in France everybody would immediately râler : kutuk SNCF, kutuk RATP, kutuk Nicholas Sarcozy, kutuk Paris. And serious aku nak tergelak pandang kiri kanan sebab my first impulse was to râler as well. Hahahaha. Tapi lepas announcement train takde pon berhenti mengejut. So nasib baik aku tak râler.

It took an hour all in all – naik Star LRT at Ampang to changing at Masjid Jamek to Putra LRT to taking a free bus from Bangsar LRT to Midvalley. In flats it wasn't hard at all J, brings me back to the days of interning in Paris, walking in 3 inch heels on metro stairs, jalan laju2 tuka train at Opéra. I'm gonna start reading on the train. Nak pegi Perpustakaan Negara pinjam buku. And tegur at least one stranger a day. Hari ni berbual dengan sorang akak kat parking lot tu sampai dia tanye adik tak lambat ke pegi keja? Ooops, lambat hahaha.

TJ took a video of me walking to lunch today. He says I walk funny.

I watched Cun starring Maya Karin last week with Lynn. And now I have the song stuck in my head. It was funny laa, and somehow the Utara accent was endearing, reminds me of school days in Langkawi haha.

I think I'm a very ordinary person. I don't want much from life. Il suffit d'être heureuse. Sometimes I'm one of those annoyingly bubbly people, nak buat macam2 but actually I don't have any strong passions in life. Which is probably why I have a tendency towards intense relationships.

Smlm my cousin message me nak pujuk I potong rambut because she just did and went on how long hair doesn't suit me at all. I think I did the whole long hair, skirts and dresses sebab beb suka perempuan girly and lemah lembut. But now that I've had long hair awhile sayang gile nak potong. Although it'd be SUCH a relief. Maybe one day I'll just have a headache and chop it all off. Ye, rambut yang dah sampai pinggang ni. Syikin, don't change yourself for a guy anymore. Penat.