monolog semasa tertekan di tempat kerja

everytime i want to blog, i start a paragraph of ranting and then delete everything because.....i'm older now, kenapa masih mahu blog pasal benda2 emo yang tak akan fix keadaan. baik aku spend time untuk fix the issue.

but.


i don't have time for anything anymore. and for that i want to blame beb because syikin mase pms suka blame beb for everything.


i don't even have space to think properly. boys drive me crazy.


work is so hectic, i've started ranting to perfect strangers on oc (office chat). and i have to bug management for things that when my tone in emails are curt i start adding a smiley face to make it less caustic. then i regret reading past emails sbb kenape email kepada partner firm ade smiley face???? dude, get back into the plot.


now i have a mountain load of things to do and prepare and reply and organize and answer. my question is : syikin, why didn't you spend your whole weekend buat kerja like a lowly analyst on the corporate ladder who has everything to prove? kenapa pegi bangkok shopping sakan and let beb distract me from my life?


semua salah diri sendiri.


oleh itu, perlu salahkan beb.

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